Speechless.

this song.

this performance.

it's beautiful.

it's my favorite.

it's my life.

Maybe this is what love is.

it's just 647 miles too far from here.

Ugh, le life story.

Blogger is just dead these days. Oh well, that just means that few will read this and will once again save my efforts of having to write things out in my notebook. The last Harry Potter movie made me cry my eyes out. I just feel like my life is over. I could always count on Harry, Ron & Hermione coming through everything. And then they had to eventually grow up too. I think that's what's hitting me the most; even my favorite characters had to grow up. Also, I think that it means that they could do it and so could I. Even if it was fictional, they went through really difficult challenges and they always did it together and they grew up and fell in love and became successful and had families. For some reason this gives me so much hope; hope that I can do it too. To you J.K Rowling, for writing my childhood on the backs of napkins in the park while your daughter napped, for giving me the gift of literature, and the magic of growing up.

I also got to hang out with Danica today, which I thought was very nice. We caught each other up on what we had been doing this summer and talked about our driving test coming up, (wish me luck that I pass) I really do miss being close with her. Dad's finally going to take me to Owensboro tomorrow I hope, wish me luck on that too please!

I feel a sense of closure again. I'm growing up if I like it or not, and I may as well do it just as the trio would have; going out with a bang and barely alive.

I'll be just fine.



Mischief Managed. ♥

MYLIFE.

What even. Ahhaa, I don't even know what I'm talking about. The language of Tumblr has infected my brain. I AIN'T EVEN MAD, BRO. So yeah. Enjoy some GIF's & such I guess? There's really not much for me to talk about other than my mom is crazier than normal, and I had the most epic conversation with Mitchell last night. WE GOT MARRIED...Again? Lololololol. Ha, I love that boy. Like legit.












I REGRET NOTHING, BITCHES.
Love you, hit me up skanks! (:

..The fuck?

GAGAPALOOZA.

Day 1: Your favorite Gaga song

Speechless, live and acoustic. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7HvURBhMGE

I get chills.

Day 2: Your least favorite Gaga song

The Queen -Born This Way. 

I'm sure I'll love it eventually.

Day 3: Favorite Gaga single cover photo

Day 4: Your favorite song from The Fame

Brown Eyes.

Day 5: Your favorite song from The Fame Monster

Speechless.

Day 6: Best photo from a music video

Day 7: Your favorite unreleased Gaga song

Christmas Tree.

Day 8: Best Gaga remix

Born This Way- Country Road Remix.

Day 9: Photo of Gaga's best styling

Day 10: Your favorite Gaga award show performance

2009 VMA's; Paparazzi. ♥

Day 11: Your favorite Gaga TV show performance

Paul O'Grady, 2011; Hair.

Day 12: Best paparazzo photo

I went with the song. (:

Day 13: Gaga's song that you know all the lyrics to

ALL OF THEM. ♥

Day 14: A Gaga song that you wanted to be a single

Dance in the Dark-The Fame Monster.

Day 15: Gaga photo from the best photoshoot

Day 16: Gaga's song that makes you happy

You & I- Born This Way

Day 17: Your favorite Gaga tour performance

I've yet to see her on your yet, but from the HBO Special of the Monster Ball, I loved Teeth and Bad Romance.

Day 18: Best Twitter photo

Erm?

Day 19: Best Gaga video

FOREVER BAD ROMANCE.

Day 20: Best Gaga choreography

Born This Way.

Day 21: Gaga’s photo of her best hairstyle

Day 22: A Gaga song that reminds you of an event

Just Dance: I danced like a crazed hooker to this song at every school dance it was played.

Day 23: Gaga song you wish you could play on an instrument

Speechless. Or Paper Gangsta.

Day 24: Your favorite photo from a tour

Monster Ball.

Day 25: A Gaga song your were not happy about when you first heard it

Surprisingly, it was Telephone.

Day 26: Gaga song that makes you wanna dance

Scheiße - Born This Way.

Day 27: Photo with the best shoes

Day 28: Gaga’s song that describes you

Kitten told me Hair, so Hair.

Day 29: Hottest Gaga photo

Need I describe this?

Day 30: Best Gaga photo

♥ She's just the most beautiful thing to me.

FACESPAM.

I'm bored. Here is my face.

Happy Birthday HotFuss!

happybirthdaymitchell<3

You're the best. (: I hope that you know how much I love you by now, because it's a whole fucking lot. I really have no clue what I'd do without you. We've gotten each other through everything in the past (almost) two years. You really know everything about me. I WILL come see you. I swear to it. I have to. I can't have this kind of friendship and not ever get to see you in person. I love you and I hope you have the best birthday ever. I'm happy that you're my  friend, and I'm proud to call you my husband and girlfriend. The end.
See you in 365 or less darling. ♥

Finishing because I'm impatient.

15) Write about something you worry about a lot.
I worry about my grades and money (or lack thereof) and my family and friends ALL of the time. Also, one thing that's been bothering me is that my dentists & doctors are one day going to tell me that I won't be able to play my instruments anymore because of my jaw.

16) Upload a picture of your room and talk about your room.
 hi room! This is my main wall. Right now, my room is half packed up to make things easier if we have to move somewhere else before the new house is ready.  I spend most of my time in here on the computer, writing and reading. I like my room. (:
17) Bullet your day.
Well today, I got up, ate cold pizza, went back to sleep, showered, went outside, watched tv, went outside, etc. Laundry and dishes and here I am.18) Post one confession/secret.
I wish I didn't live with my dad full time, but my parents are married, so that's hard. 19) Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
My last birthday was nice. I want my next one to be even better though. I have no idea what I'll do though.20) What did you eat today?
4 slices of cold Papa Johns, an apple and a taco.21) How has your life changed over the past year?
Ha. Don't get me started. But, I'm very happy with life right now.22) What made you smile the most today?
La's phone call, and watching The Office.23) Describe what you spend most of your time on.Nextflix, Facebook, Tumblr.24) How was your week been?
Interesting and fun(: I love kids.25) Write a letter to someone you miss. 
Ivy: I just miss you. The end. I'm sorry we never hang out. I love you. I really do. -Harley.26) Write about something you once loved, but now despise. 
You know, I really don't think I loved it at all now that I look back. I just wanted love.27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
France, Thunder Bay Canada, Lillington NC, and all over Europe.28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
To have my life on video to re watch, to never lose the people I have now, to stay happy.
29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
I cut my own hair, I ramble, I play with my hands when I get nervous, when I think about things I don't like I flinch and my right eye twitches, I talk with my hands at all times, I crack my knuckles a lot, I have to pop my back before I go to sleep, If I have a pen I'll write on anything I can find, I sit cross legged most of the time, I can sleep just about anywhere, I'm ALWAYS cold, I'm constantly playing with my hair. I go through phases of being obsessed with different things, I can pretty much give you a timeline of my life based on my obsession at that time. 
30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?
Somewhere I like. (: Well, let's see, I'll be 21, so I plan to be in college and just doing the best I can. 

14) Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.

Book:
Looking for Alaska by John Green.

Movie:
Life as We Know it.

Food:
Pizza Rolls, ( baked and with hot sauce)

And it doesn't ask for it, but my favorite TV show is The Office. (:

13) What are your plans for the future? Far and near.

Short Term:

• get my intermediate asap, 
• have an amazing rest of the summer
• maintain at least 3.7 GPA with my 3 AP classes, Advanced Algebra II and French II this year.
• get a job  

Long Term:

• I want to be an English major in college, preferably at UK, with a minor in either History or Music.
• I want to be a teacher, but I don't really have an age group preference right now.
• I want to hopefully get married in my mid twenties.
• Be happy. (:

I don't think it's too much to ask for

12) Write about the worst day of your life.

January 30, 2011.

I lost my best friend for the worst month of my life.

End of Story.

I love you La, I'm glad things are better.

11) Write about the best day of your life

You know? I can't really pinpoint the best day of my life. I've had a lot of great days though. (:
pretty much any day that I spend with my best friends and family and I'm laughing is the best day of my life.

9&10

9) What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you?
"You know it's going to hurt a little or a lot, since you thought you were, or well were, maybe a little in love with him, still. But you really have to look at the situation.
It really was the best for you two to break up,
He wasn't good for you, and I think the majority of people saw that.
He kind of caused you to draw away from your friends,
You've been cussing a whole lot more since you started dating him,
and I know he made you happy sometimes, but I also know that he made you angry, and sad, and confused.
And you really should feel like that,
when you are with someone you should feel loved, all the time. Even when you do make a mistake, or aren't the best person at times, the person you're with should still look at you are and talk to you with respect, and like you're the best thing in this entire universe.
& I don't think you got that with Parker, not as much as you should anywya.
He is telling your about another girl?
Well, let him.
It will make you stronger.
You're still going to be friends with him?
Good, it shows you're a good person and that you still care.
You're still going to have feelings, you're still going to care. But sometimes you have to move on from the things that are bad for you.
If you really aim for happiness.
Reread the last sentence you wrote.
That's exactly why you're better off without a relationship with him.
& if you ever doubt that, just read that sentence again.
I love you so much Hannah, I WISH I could just do something to get you to see how much you truly deserve.
You'll find happiness one day, the longer it takes, the greater you will appreciate it.
The advice I would give you is to seriously throw yourself into church. I mean, I stopped going to church, even stopped believing in God for a little while, especially after my papaw died. And then when I started going to church again, and went on a youth trip and got thrown onto NCYC by a last second decision, then BAM I meet my soulmate. Seriously, God works in crazy ways, and he really does work.
You just got to be willing to work with him." -Jessica Burk.



"So me and you have been having our ups and downs lately and I hate it. Truth is- I've never been more upset in my life than when I thought I had lost you. You were my best friend. My lady. My Ha. My everything. And I'm really glad to have you back. It was awkward at first, but knowing us, that was to be expected. I love you so much & I never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever want to lose you again(: 


Hey best friend! It's been a day since I posted on your wall! Time for a rant about my love to you(: You're the mayonnaise to my sammich. As I've said a lot these past couple of days, but whatever. It's truer than ever! (: You make me the happiest lady around. We sit around. Act like men. Eat Big Mac's. We're pretty hardcore. We're good together. Like Sonny and Cher! You're strong. Like my Granny. Which is the most AMAZING comparison ever. Just sayin! You know you can come to me with anything. Call me anytime you need me. At any moment. You're my Ha & I love you so much. You're amazing. Don't let anyone ever bring you down[:" -Lauren Burk. 


These girls are my life.




10) What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?


I'm not going into it.

8) How do you feel today?

Today I feel really content with everything. I'm just chillin' & hoping that my plans for tomorrow work out. (:
I'm happy.

Day 7.

7) Upload a recent picture of you.

Well, so far this summer, I really like the pictures that I've taken, so I'm going to be vain and post more than one. (:

Enjoy. (:
Okay not really.

These pictures just make me feel good about myself.

I love that. 

Day Six.

6) When was the last time you cried? 


I think it was May 21?
Whatever day that I stood up to my dad. 

Catching Up.

4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good.
Last summer.  I just can't really write about last summer, but it was just good. It was a great time for me. Yeah, I had a little 24 hour rough patch, but I got through it easily. I spent it with my best friends and my cousins. It was sunny and warm and lazy. It was just a really really great time.





5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
Please see this previous blog post:
http://youmakeherhappy.blogspot.com/2011/05/httpyoumakeherhappytumblrcom.html

The end.

Day Three: If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?

Honestly? I'd just bum around with my friends. That's when I'm happiest. I don't need much to satisfy me, as long as I'm with the people that matter most to me.

Day Two: Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.

Well, it's changed a lot but, here we go;

Back in middle school my best friends were always Danica and Lisa. We were really close friends, and we got through a lot of stuff together back then. We started to drift once high school hit, and in January of that year, on my birthday no less, Lisa and I stopped talking. We're just now back to being on good terms, a year and a half later. We've apologized and there are no hard feelings left, which I am grateful for. Danica and I aren't as close but we still talk and hang out on occasion.

Lauren has been my best friend, literally since we were babies. Our dad's used to work together and we live really close to one another. She's just lovely. (:

KRISTIN EMMICK IS BEAUTIFUL.

Jessica and I have been friends since we started school together. She's grown into a wonderful person and I'm so proud to call her one of my best friends. We may have not been as close in middle school, but that hasn't changed anything.

Megan and I's mothers were best friends so we have been inseparable since birth(: I could go into a lot of detail here, but I won't. I love you Megan. I hope you know that.

Kirk is my cousin and we were constantly together when we were little, but then his parents got divorced and we went to different elementary schools so that had a big role in not talking for six years. When we all moved schools in the fifth grade, Kirk and I reconnected and we've been with each other ever since. Kirky is just pretty much one of the best people in my life.

Ethan and I had the same schedule in the sixth grade and we were therefore also inseparable. I can, and have told this boy anything and everything about my life and he's done me the same. We used to like each other, but not anymore. Now we're just mother and son, and best friends forever. We've promised each other that. I love my 6'5" best friend.

Bradley has been in my life since the fourth grade when they moved back here. He's grown out of his really awkward phase and he's totally funny. We have these really intense conversations and I just really love Bradward.

Kyle and I get along fabulously, (: as do Jared and I. I MISS THESE BOYS.

That's really about it. Not to mention my other loves:
Skye,
Mitchell,
Tabitha,
Miranda,
Lauren Brown,

I'm drawing a blank. -.- I LOVE YOU ALL.

Day One: 15 Facts about Me.

1. I'm left handed.
2. I hate sports.
3. My jaw locks up on occasion and pops every time I open my mouth.
4. I wish I had my own library.
5. I keep a notebook with me everywhere I go.
6. I have self-esteem issues that I am over coming. (:
7. I have the best friends in the whole world.
8. I love Mexican Food.
9. I like going to the tanning bed.
10. I want to dye part of my hair blue.
11. I clean for fun.
12. I hate texting.
13. I love summer.
14. When someone compliments me, it lights up my whole day.
15. I'm happy.

New 30 Day Challenge.

1) Post 15 facts about yourself.
2) Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
3) If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good.
5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
6) When was the last time you cried? 
7) Upload a recent picture of you.
8) How do you feel today?
9) What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you?
10) What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
11) Write about the best day of your life.
12) Write about the worst day of your life.
13) What are your plans for the future? Far and near.
14) Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.
15) Write about something you worry about a lot.
16) Upload a picture of your room and talk about your room.
17) Bullet your day.
18) Post one confession/secret.
19) Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
20) What did you eat today?
21) How has your life changed over the past year?
22) What made you smile the most today?
23) Describe what you spend most of your time on.
24) How was your week been?
25) Write a letter to someone you miss. 
26) Write about something you once loved, but now despise. 
27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?

I miss these people!

JessicaAnn;

she's lovely.

KristinCheyenne;

I'M IN YOUR CLOSET.

PoisonIvy;

I just miss you.

Kirky(:

Bradward!

Ethal. (:

These are my main ones, but I'mma throw in Kyle, Jared, Sarah & Liv too just because they're wonderful.