The Tales of The Tonsils.

So, here I am. I'm waiting for the bus to come, because I don't have to be at the hospital until like 11:30 which is GAY. So I have to go to school and take what finals I can in the time period between, 7:50 & 10:30 :| Wish me luck kiddos, because the last thing I had to eat was a Nutty Bar last night at 9:30 and I'm sitting here sucking on some ice. But mom told me not to eat too many so I don't puke from the anesthetic. WoooHoooo! Yeah, that's the life of Hannah Gayle. Jeeze. Well, I'mma go. I'll be back tomorrow and I think since I won't be able to talk that I'm going to make typing my main form of communication seeing as in I mainly just yell at people now. D: Wish me luck! I'll have pictures for everyone!

you inspire me.

You know what? I have the absolute best people in my life. Best. This post is going to be dedicated to Lauren Ashton Brown. I love this girl. Love her. She may only be eleven, but she's going places. She's amazing.

Lauren: I just wish all of my friends were in the same grade?

Me: Oh me too! My group of friends has stuck together really well in high school, but we've all been friends since the 5th grade when we were the first class back at North. I'm just terrified that we won't talk after we graduate.

Lauren: Ah, I think you will. [: You guys are amazing. I wish I had friends like that?

Me: You'll find them. [: I don't know why it took me until half way through my freshman year to realize that though.

Because middle school traumatizes you. I've lost a lot of friends this year? Turns out they were fakes.

Middle school does do that. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. Everyone is fake and just trying to fit in and be like each other. I know, because I did that. & I hate to look back on it. I had friends that hurt me more than you can imagine. It's all just so stupid. So now? Now I walk into school everyday in whatever clothes I want to, with whatever makeup I want to because I don't care what people say, because I'm me and only me and I finally have real friends that accept that.

This is why I love you? Your amazing. Your freakin inspiring.

I love you too.
& I didn't know that I was inspiring?
I think you are(:
Because you're ten steps ahead of me, kid.

You are. [: I'm nott, I'm still trying to find out who I am? I don't know. I just try to be happy?

Guess what? I'm still trying to figure myself out too. I think it's a lifetime thing. & Happy is good. That's all you need.

That's very true. [: That's why negative people bug me? I mean, I know I am at times, but I try not to be. It seems like they don't?

I know. I usually just try and stay happy around them and hope it rubs off. & If it doesn't, I let it go.

Same here. But, I try to stay away from people like that. But, I must tell you this even if it has nothing to do with this- I love your 'Best Day Everr' album. It's beautiful. [:

You know what? I was just creeping that album. That was my 15th birthday party. That was the day that my two 'best friends' refused to show up, and I got over them. That was the day I turned my life around. I love you.

I love the fact you went to Vastwood in January. [: I love you, too! And, I'm happy you got over them. They're losers, and your amazing.

It was fantastic. Rather muddy, but it was worth it. & I love you.

11:18am

I never get to go? Yeah, but when I do I have to sit on the playground the whole time, and if anyone tries to move me, I spaz. I have to convince myself I'm not growing up too fast. [:

I do that all of the time. (: You're just fine sweetie. I promise.

I felt like people needed to see this conversation, this girl is absolutely beautiful. I love her a ton, and I hate that I don't get to see her near enough.

You're amazing Lilija. & I love you, & don't let anyone every bring you down.

I promise.

So, I'm proud of myself. I made it a whole month without screwing it up! Woo! Go Ha.
I really miss LaLa. Maybe if I'm lucky, I can beg and plead my way to her house because I don't remember the last time JUST her and I hung out.
Yay for the last day of solid food for a while. Mreh. I don't have anything interesting to talk about, other than the fact that this is another demon snow day on which I was supposed to take all of my finals, and I'm sitting here obsessing over Blogspot instead. I'm tired and this post is crap. 

"It’s like a best friend, but more. It’s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. That someone who makes you be a better person. No, actually they don’t make you a better person; you do that by yourself because they inspire you.
A soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. It’s one person who knew you, accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matterwhat happens, you’ll always
love them and nothing could ever change that."
♥

At least there're cute/super cheesy pictures for you to gag over. (:

MARK CHRISTOPHER BENNINGFIELD.

You're Wedding Anniversary is March 25. I know this because I just creeped your Facebook.  

CREEP. 

Mr. B I told you that I creeped you, this is to just make it official. You're the best Band Director in the world & I LOVE YOU. (:

He's a good housewife.

We're All In The Gutter,

It's just that some of us are looking at the stars*

So, seeing as in I have to take three finals tomorrow, it may ice tonight, so I may end up having to take those finals in January, and I have to get my tonsils out in less than two days, lets hear it for a happy post!

Things that made me happy today:
1. I wore my little kids Mickey Mouse sweatshirt that I got at goodwill.
2. Jess, Riah & Parker loved their Cardboard.
3. I had two band periods that consisted of sitting in the hallway in a big mob and getting tickled.
4. It was a happy day, until I got on my overly crowed bus. |: But I'm not going to talk about that, because it irritates me.
5. We had a lovely conversation with Mr.Benningfield about how we all stalk him. (: Happy Day? I think so. 
OH MY GOD. We had, Oranges, Pickles, Mayonnaise, Orange Juice and Chips at lunch. I was so happy. 

Fact: Chelsea edits like a beast, I miss those sunglasees, and that was a really good day. 

Che's edit, My picture, Jess found the quote but said it reminded her of me.
 I love that lady. Even if I don't know what I'm looking for.

Fact: This was almost a year ago, on another dreaded snow day. I miss those curls,
 I still have that flower, and I wasn't wearing any make-up. I was proud of myself. 

She’s the girl that has a few best friends and doesn’t need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes.
She’s the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back and say sorry.
She’s the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up.
 She’s the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side, she’s the girl who says she isn’t ticklish, but really is.
She’s the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you.
She’s the girl who believes in loving somebody forever.

I took this, & edited it, I was proud. (:

I'm sorry that half of these pictures are of myself. o.0 I didn't even realize it. Oh well. I'm happy. I like being able to say that & mean it. I like laughing for a reason and having a real smile on my face. I need to go organize some form of a study strategy.

Finals:
French I
Avd. English 2.
World Civ.

I may die if we don't have school tomorrow.
Wish me luck kids.




je t'aime. ♥

I've Had The Time of My Life,

&I owe it all to you;

So, I've realized how many people I have in my life that make me happy, and make me feel loved and like I'm worth so much more than I could ever be. I'm going to take one from Jess and make a list to thank them here and now. 

1. Jessica Burk. 
She's my WIFE♥ 

I love this girl, she's always positive and she tries her best at everything. 

And no matter what mood she's in she'll stop to make sure that I'm okay.  
We've been friends since Kindergarten and never had a single fight.
& I can show up at her house anytime and she lets me stay because she knows that I need a break sometimes. 

2.Lauren Burk.BestFriendEver.
End of story, she's the Sunshine to my summer day.
The cheese to my macaroni,

The Pop to the Tart.
THE PATRICK TO MY SPONGEBOB.

3.Lauren Brown.
Daughter[:
She makes me laugh insanely.

 She's a creep, like me and she never lets me forget that she thinks that I'm amazing,

 & that never fails to make me smile 

and remember that life is great. 

We all just have obstacles to go through on the way.

4. Parker Findlay.
He makes me happy. That's all I want from him.
The end.

5. My Momma.
I know that we haven't been getting along like we normally do,
but she's my momma and I love her a ton, and I seriously be nowhere in my life without her.

Patrick, your genius is showing..

Spongebob always makes me happy. ♥
especially on these demon snow days that keep me stranded at home with an annoying brother and an angry mother. 

That makes me miss my La, but she's declared to not leave my bedside after she gets to the hospital on Friday afternoon. She's my best friend, and I love her so much, I don't know where I'd be without that lady. Surely not a Ha, because I wouldn't have a La ! This is going to be a happy post because I like to try and be happy, even though my negative thoughts end up seeping through to my blog. Mreh. But, I love all of my best friends and they mean the world to me. This is for La, my constant sunshine that never fails to make me explode with laughter that sounds like a hungry lumberjack. (:

We're so popular. 

There's no need to tell us that we're creepy and loud, because we already know. 

Keep your head up kiddo's, everything is worth it in the end. 

"I love you so much. And you're gonna get to spend alot of time over break with me because I refuse to leave you without me. I'm gonna call you, even if you can't talk to me. I'm gonna be there. And I know that I don't approve of Parker, but I accept it & others are going to have to. Because the people who love you only care for your happiness. I love you. I need to you keep your chin up for me. Because I need to time to get you happy. So chin high & smile sugar plum. That's what you deserve."

So, Lauren Elizabeth Burk;
I love you and thank you for getting me through everything, and always having a smile to give me on a bad day. You're the best, and you deserve so much in life.