How To Tie A Tie.

Self Improvement.
New Goal: No more death threats.

Reasoning: I'm tired of being this way. And I crossed the line this time, so I will change. I will. I am.

I hate that I had to cross that line to see how bad I had been acting, but I crossed it, and I'm making amends. If you love someone, you don't say bad things like that to them. You tell them that you love them and you prove it.

I know that I rant about him a lot on here, but this is my blog and I can type as I please,

Parker, I don't even know if you'll read this, and I know that I must have apologized a hundred times in the past two days, but, I love you. And I don't want you to die in a car accident. Ever. I want you here with me, safe and sound because that's where you need to be. I don't want to be so angry all of the time so I don't say things like that out of nowhere because you never do anything like that to me.

I'm trying. I really am.

How To Tie A Tie:

	1) Start with the wide end ("W") of your necktie on the right, extending about 12 inches below the narrow end ("N") on the left.
	2) Then cross the wide end over the narrow end.
	3) Bring the wide end around and behind the narrow end.
	4) Then bring the wide end up.
	5) Pull the wide end through the loop and to the right.
	6) Bring the wide end around front, over the narrow end from right to left.
	7) Again, bring the wide end up and through the loop.
	8) Then, bring the wide end down through the knot in front.
	9) And -- using both hands -- tighten the knot carefully and draw it up to the collar.

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It's a tough life to live. So I think that's why we come to realize that we can't ever make it alone.

We need each other.

Parker Findlay.

Lauren Brown.

Tabitha Frowen.

Alexis Weedman.

You've all really gotten me through this week alone.

I love you all so much.

don'tyouknowthatyoushinebrigherthananyonedoes? ♥