iwokeupwantingtokissyou.

When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults and overlook the excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you will meet the person you love and who loves you in return. So once you have it, don't ever let go. There chance might never come your way again.

I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes, that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make I usually regret, and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way.

They were in love. You could tell just by the way they looked at each other, like they had the most wonderful secret in the world between them.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't. Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide it in every possible way. He's only a friend, and nothing else, that's the lie you keeping telling yourself. You keep on saying he's just a bud, but deep inside, you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes, but keep reminding yourself it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare, but you pretend that you don't care. It's "not right" for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see? But how long will you pretend, keep lying that he's just a friend. Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know. Your friendship can't be risked over this, So being his girl is an impossible wish.

Last day of 2010 and I'm spending it babysitting Duckie. |; I mean, I love my kid and all, but jeeze. BUT! Ha will be optimistic here people. I'm going to call Parker and we're going to talk about senseless things for forever because that's how we do now that I can talk! & I'm going to make my TabieDee feel better and yeah. I'll make it memorable somehow. I have to. It's been a great year. I can't let it go down in pessimism! Quote Picture Time? Yes. (:

I don't get attached. I don't want a relationship unless you can prove to me you're not all the same. No, your words don't mean shit to me. No, I don't trust you. No, I don't believe you. Promises are nothing but empty words to me. I know I'm not your one & only so don't tell me I am. No, my smile doesn't make your day. No, my laughter isn't music to your ears. No, I'm not too good to be true so start with the truth. If I'm what you want, tell me why & tell me often. Tell me you love me, but only if you mean it.













I miss you, but I can't think of a better person that I'd like to waste the last hours of 2010 on the phone with. I'll see you soon, dear. I     promise.

"Hey, Hannah? You mean more to me than anything I can comprehend right now, I miss you so much . And you're really beautiful. Imagine me hugging you right now." &That's the IM I just got from you.
Oh dear boy. I miss you like I missed food for those nine days and more.