Open Up My Eager Eyes,: You're an Angel, I'm a Devil,

But we'll meet somewhere in between;

heavenhellorthebedroomwe'llmeetsomewhereinbetweenthesheets.

Okay, Harley's gonna try and be more positive, because all of this negative energy upsets me and makes me tired. I need to fix this being anti-social business. But really. I haven't left this house in over a month and that was when I spent the night with Jessica and we went to go see Tangled. That was pretty great. & I really miss spending 24.7 with my Lady La. I think I'm going to try and go over there this weekend so we can have a Glee Marathon. Oh! I think I'm going to go get my new clarinet Friday after school? Because dad is stupid and didn't take me today. He makes me so mad. That makes me a happy lady.

Things that need to happen:

1. Plan some sort of birthday party. (: [January 24, don't let me down.]

2. Weekend with La.
3. Spend all night ranting about life and doing nothing with my Poison Ivy.
4. Actually hang out with my KristinCheyenne♥ We need more than Facebook every once in a while.
5. MickeyD's date with Lilija. In our pajama's.

6. Spend an entire weekend watching lame movies and taking creepy pictures with Parker.
7. Practice for my playing test! [let's see how that goes. o_O]

8. Don't fail the second semester of my sophomore year. (:
9. Relearn piano, yeah? That'd be nice.

10. Hunt down my Cala LeeAnn and hug her!

I don't know. I try to be a happy person. I really do. I don't know why I let the world get to me like it does. I think I just need to remember to breathe. Which, I can honestly say that I have forgotten to do at some point. I just stopped breathing and then I was like "GAH! I'M RETARDED" Yeah, don't judge me.

Have I mentioned that yesterday was a snow day and it was completely fantastic. Wanna know why? Because I'm on the phone with Parker and all of a sudden he was like "How much would you love me if I told you that I was about to pull into your driveway?" "A lot? Why?" "Because I am.." "What?" "Yeah." & Then mom was like "Hannah, you're boyfriends here!" "OH MY GOD, YOU'RE ACTUALLY HERE!" "YES, WHY DIDN'T YOU BELIEVE ME?" It was pretty great. And then I sat on Facebook and talked to Lilija afterwards. She's such a nice lady. People think it's so creepy that one of my best friends is an 11 year old, but she doesn't act 11. She's pretty much just amazing. I need to upload those pictures from yesterday. Oh, and for the past three days, I've woken up to 99+ notifications. I love it. Being creeped makes me smile. I'm weird. I know. Love me anyway. :D

I'm just saying, but school needs more dress up days. I wanna nerd day, and a crazy hair day, and just a day in general that Megan, Parker and I can be our true identities!