I finally feel like I'm moving forward in my life. I fee like I'm finally to a point where I can say that I'm happy. I'm happy with who I am, and even thought they weren't always the best I'm rpoud of the choices that I've made. I'm proud of the friends I have, and very thankful for them, by the way. I'm just happy. I'm looking forward to getting back into life all of the way. And I can't wait to tell you all about it.

I finally realized that I don't need you like I thought I did.
I got here without you.
And it feels damn good to be able to say that.
I did this.
Me.
Not you.
Not us.
Me.
It was me reaching out saying that no, no I couldn't take it anymore, and I needed help.
None of that was you.
None of it.


I'm happy.
& I did that without you too.