I was talking to Parker earlier, and we were having a really good conversation, and I just god. I realized that I could've done so many things differently to better that relationship. It doesn't matter now, but I like to know that I have made some progress, you know? And we were talking about just, stuff? And me, I need to get better and get me under control before I can take on something as wonderful, but serious as a relationship. I like knowing this. I like talking about it. I like knowing how far I've come, and how far I can go.