"I'm sick of trying to tell myself I love someone. That I care about someone. I can call someone my friend, but that doesn't mean they are. I can try to have a connection with them, but it's simply not the same as it is with Hannah. I try so hard to find a friend. Truth is, before Hannah, I've never cried for someone else. I can honestly say, I've never had a friend. A real friend."

iloveyou.