ALL IT TAKES IS A LITTLE PUSH
-thejoker
-thejoker
Yeah, I've been creeping our Bat-Villain Characters like none other today. Maybe I do that because it gives me something to relate to. Because maybe there's just one more thing that I didn't know about. Maybe because the day that Parker told me to dress up as Harley I knew nothing about her, and made Megan be Ivy we didn't know that it was going to end up like that. Except, Parker's not abusive. Thank God. That'd be weird. But Megan is my Ivy. & I'm her Harley. Yeah, I'm Harley. The girl that always falls for the guys that don't love her like she loves them. Harley who tries to help people, but her own mind snaps in the end. Harley who'd do anything as long as she knew she was still loved.
Sometimes, like now, I just hate everyone. If my cyst is hurting too bad, I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I cried through Jazz Band. It was terrible. I get really tired of trying to talk people out of their depression, and their mood swing. I get tired of it. I mean, I know that I was there at one point in my life, but good lord. You're alive. & All of the people that I've helped stay that way have a roof over their heads, at least one parent, and more than one friend there for them. I'm just like; Really guys? Maybe you need to calm down, take a step back and look at life. It may be cold outside, but the sun is still shining, and the last time I checked? It didn't shine out of your ass. So shut up and be happy for once. People are so much more beautiful when they're happy. God. I'm sorry if I'm so blunt and may come across as rude, but I just can't take not letting this out anymore, and that's what a blog is for right? Oh, and another thing? I just really miss my best friend. I'm going to go on and say that things happened and they may not have been handled in the best way, but things are worked out now, and I'm over it, so you need to not put me in the position to have to make a choice like that. I miss you. It's been two days and we've barely talked. I miss you. But I wasn't going to hurt anyone anymore. I hope you read this. Because I love you. I just don't enjoy this at all. Glee's Britney Spears songs are playing on my iTunes right now, and it's killing me to listen to it. That's all I'm going to say right now. Because it makes me upset and then I cry, and then I get really infuriated. I don't like being that mad. Especially over you. You don't deserve that.
People say that I contradict myself. Well you know what? I don't know who I am. I think that's why I find myself relating to Harley the way I do. She doesn't really know who she is, but she knows that she'd do anything for someone that she loves. She puts up with things from everyone that she doesn't deserve. People telling her that The Joker's bad for her, from Ivy, none the least. She gave up her life. She's a wanted criminal. She's unstable and one more minute from cracking. Or maybe I just over analyze everything. Okay, yeah, I do. I need to stop relating my life to a Comic Book Series. It can't be healthy. Well, I know it's not if I'm relating that well to Harley Quinn, because she's insane. I'm an idiot. I need to stop degrading myself.
Sometimes, like now, I just hate everyone. If my cyst is hurting too bad, I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I cried through Jazz Band. It was terrible. I get really tired of trying to talk people out of their depression, and their mood swing. I get tired of it. I mean, I know that I was there at one point in my life, but good lord. You're alive. & All of the people that I've helped stay that way have a roof over their heads, at least one parent, and more than one friend there for them. I'm just like; Really guys? Maybe you need to calm down, take a step back and look at life. It may be cold outside, but the sun is still shining, and the last time I checked? It didn't shine out of your ass. So shut up and be happy for once. People are so much more beautiful when they're happy. God. I'm sorry if I'm so blunt and may come across as rude, but I just can't take not letting this out anymore, and that's what a blog is for right? Oh, and another thing? I just really miss my best friend. I'm going to go on and say that things happened and they may not have been handled in the best way, but things are worked out now, and I'm over it, so you need to not put me in the position to have to make a choice like that. I miss you. It's been two days and we've barely talked. I miss you. But I wasn't going to hurt anyone anymore. I hope you read this. Because I love you. I just don't enjoy this at all. Glee's Britney Spears songs are playing on my iTunes right now, and it's killing me to listen to it. That's all I'm going to say right now. Because it makes me upset and then I cry, and then I get really infuriated. I don't like being that mad. Especially over you. You don't deserve that.
People say that I contradict myself. Well you know what? I don't know who I am. I think that's why I find myself relating to Harley the way I do. She doesn't really know who she is, but she knows that she'd do anything for someone that she loves. She puts up with things from everyone that she doesn't deserve. People telling her that The Joker's bad for her, from Ivy, none the least. She gave up her life. She's a wanted criminal. She's unstable and one more minute from cracking. Or maybe I just over analyze everything. Okay, yeah, I do. I need to stop relating my life to a Comic Book Series. It can't be healthy. Well, I know it's not if I'm relating that well to Harley Quinn, because she's insane. I'm an idiot. I need to stop degrading myself.
I don't know anymore.
But did I ever really know in the first place?
I don't think I did.
"If you think Arkham's scary as a doctor, you should try it as a patient."
-HarleyQuinn.
-HarleyQuinn.
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