She's A Kaleidescope.

Quotes from my notebook. *
I started this notebook before my blog. 

It's full of everything. I love it to death.

Good times & bad.

I highlighted my favorite things I wrote, 

October 25, 2010.
I don't think that you can stop loving someone if you're not supposed to be together in some way. 

I don't think that you build that strong of a connection to only have life tear it down.

I think you love someone for a reason.

I guess that I'm always going to love you in someway I guess. 

& I know that what's left of my heart won't let go of it's grip on you.

My greatest fear is probably not knowing. 

who's going to stay here forever.

and who won't be here tomorrow.

Sometimes I don't feel anything at all.

& Sometimes I don't care.

October 26, 2010.
I can choose to be happy. 

I can chose to get a tan in the sun,

or become translucent in the darkness.

October 27, 2010.
Because there isn't any sense in doing something that doesn't make you happy.

Or for that matter, feel anything at all.

October 28, 2010.
Sometimes my heart breaks when I see how I've hurt some people.

I just can't let go of then.

November 2, 2010.
I really hate second guessing every choice that I've ever made.

& Sometimes I wonder if I really do still love you.

November 2, 2010.

I ache for that perfect summer.

I want to walk into a room and still be able to pick you out just because you care that much.

I don't matter to them sometimes, do I?

I can make my own decisions. 

November 4, 2010.
Things have been better, which makes me happy.

I let it fall apart, and you just don't know what to do with your heart anymore. 

I guess I miss that feeling. Like you're always going to belong in someones arms.

Your hands will always fit just right with theirs.

November 7, 2010.

I'm tired of trying for people who just let it go and don't give a damn about me. 

We're more lost than ever aren't we?

November 8, 2010.

I'm worth it.

It's time to love me.

They don't know the song your heart sings.

November 19, 2010.

I'm happy.

& I'm going to keep it that way.

November 21, 2010.

Then, I realized, HC may not have everything I want but it's got all I need.

November 23, 2010.
I like being happy.

December 2, 2010.

I'm tired of letting people walk all over me. 

I'm tired of feeling so broken.

December 6, 2010.

I don't remember the last time I was that happy.

I'm tired of not being good enough for the one person that's  ever mattered to me.

I feel like nobody gets me anymore.

December 8, 2010.

I like it when things go my way.

January 1, 2011.

Hi, 2011, you snuk up on me.
That boy makes me smile.

I'm  happy.

It shows how far I've come.

I've gotten so many wall posts telling me I'm pretty.

people gmh.

I want to make a difference.

January 2, 2011.

I just want to be happy.

And I will accomplish that.

Because that's all I want.

February 18, 2011.

I feel like I'm worth something.