"US."
"Excellent plan, dear boy!"
"Excellent plan, dear boy!"
If you didn't know, I love my boyfriend. & I feel bad that he's sick. Which is kinda weird, because I'm always the sick one. Anyway. He needs to get better. I miss that boy. And I saw him yesterday. We both kind of really suck at not missing each other. And you know what? I may have lost a lot of friends. I may have been hurt a lot. But I don't care. Well, that's not entirely true, I mean, I care, that's why it hurt, but it only hurt for a little bit because he made it better. People may think I'm crazy. I don't care. What I care about is me. & Whenever I'm with him, that's when I'm really happy. That's when the world could burn around me, but I'd be okay with it, because he was there with me. You can say that I'm just in way over my head and that I care way more than he does, but at this point, I just really don't think that's true.
So. We're real people. We laugh a lot. We've been known to fight. We even scream at each other sometimes. We sing really loud together. We paint our faces. We dance like idiots at Pep Band. He makes me go to bed, but he won't sleep himself. We make crazy plans for the future together. I tell him every stupid thought that's ever entered my head and he listens. We can talk about literally, nothing for hours on end, but then we end just talking about everything that's been going on. The Bottom Line is that; We're not perfect. But he's my bestfriend. He's been through everything with me, and I won't leave him until he tells me to. Which he says will be never. Maybe. I hope so. But things happen. So I'm just taking it a day at a time and loving it every step of the way.
I'm pretty sure that I could go on for days about everything he is to me, and our relationship, but I think I'll leave it at this:
November thirteenth was a really good day.
November sixteenth was even better.
December seventeenth was rough.
December twenty third was even more rough.
December twenty sixth was better.
December twenty third was even more rough.
December twenty sixth was better.
December thirty-first was lonely.
January first was worth it.
January fifteenth was interesting.
January fifteenth was interesting.
January twentythird was alright.
January twentyeighth was pretty amazing
February fourth was also interesting.
February fourth was also interesting.
& June seventh was also a good day.
Now I'm going to be creepy and post picture of us. (:
Now I'm going to be creepy and post picture of us. (:
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