Kiss Me Goodbye;

I'm Defying Gravity.

This is for all of those conversations and messages that I've saved. I'm not going to say who said what, but I love these people and all of the things that they tell me.

I don't see how anyone could live without you, after they've met you.

You're not stupid, you never were stupid. I don't think you could be stupid if you tried to be.

Love, I like that you're sucha fabulous friend and we talk about everything and anything and more and were basically twins in another life. I love that you're my mini-me and really listen when I have serious stuff to share! I hate that you weren't born when I was and didn't graduate with me and are not going to... be living with me in college and I have to leave you behind for a few years. /:
&My first impression of you was that I loved how comfortable I was helping you all-district kids after you were out-going enough to respond to my talking to you all... which then lowered the tension and everyone else lost their frozen robot attitudes and started talking and having fun too.

Hannah,
what to say, what to say. First of all, out of everything..is that I want one to know,,, I look up to you. I adore you! U r like the sister i never had. I'm soo glad your in my life and glad I can tell you anything and everything! Thanks for being there 4 me and never leaving me! (: I know I can trust you with anything and ac...t like myself around you! I'm glad were friends and im glad ur in my life! Thank you soo much(:
i love you,
♥

ITS FRIENDAVERSARY, YOUR TIME!!!!
i LOVE YOU CHILD.
yOU WERE THE ONLY THING HELPING ME SURVIVE THIS WINTER
Im glad you were there when nobody else was?
You date boys your too good for,
...and I love you,
You are the coolest person I know
And I am going to cut my hair and send it to you, cuz ima creep.
Im mad cuz you wouldnt tell me what im getting for my birthday >.<
But I love you anayways
Sorry about the caps at the beginning, the shift got stuck.
Its been a long time coming,
But Hannah Gayle Dislikedlastname,
I love you, and you are the best friend ever

hannah, i loved the week we spent together during field commander tryouts! and that we supported each other through it and even though we didnt make it we were happy and supported emily! i love the fact that you're your own unique little self! and you're so pretty at that! even on your bad hair days and no make-...up u seem to rock it out! lol:)

 hannahhh; if i saw yerr status, i wlda liked it. [: hah,
but uhhm, ilike tht you arent like evrbody else. you stand out, and you do it w/ pride. [:
you seem like funn, and you err very pretty[:
ilike tht evn though we dnt talk, we like each other's statuses and fb junk
ohh, hah, annd im diggin ur default pic. [:

 Hannah, i like you because you are you. We may have never talked but if you're friends with Kristin and Jessica you must be awesome because i love them! Yall are very GREAT people and very fun. :) I love your pictures and how beautiful and fun you are. I love that you hang out with Parker Findlay because he rocks my socks. I love that you can be who ever you want to be because you dont care what others think. Honestly, I think everyone loves you and i wish i knew you (& kristin, jessica, lauren, & etc.) better. :)

Hannah, there is so much to like about you! I like that you are in band. I like that my sister somewhat introduced me to you. I like your fashion sense. I like that you sound like Victoria Justice when you talk. I like your hair. I like your personality. I like that I've never seen you in a bad mood. I like that you ar...e absolutely hilarious. I like that you have the ability to read my ridiculous facial cues and respond to them with yet another ridiculous facial cue. I like you! Love, Papa Ryan.

I like how me, you, and Tiffany used to be best friends back in the day. I like your obsession with the Lady, and I like how we have the same shirt. I like your colour splash pictures, and your huge bows that you randomly wear. I like how we used to always say "ELECTRIC SHOCK" and pretend to get electrocuted. I... like how Mrs. Herndon told us that we were book abusers. LOL, I am having a mini laugh attack typing this. I like...umm...your ass?
LoveJared.
:D

Hannah I know yo didint like my status but I feel like you should know why I like you too!! I like that you so sweet and kind to me, you have to be one of my best freinds, I think your very pretty and I like how you soo crazy!! In fact I love that about you!! I love you and i like how you wanted me to talk on the mik ...on the band bus (: && I like you brown eyes!! I like talking to you and I havnt talked to you in a while so I would like to soon dear!! I love calling you my lovie (:


Hannah, I like that you are a cutie. I like the clothes you wear. I like how we almost got impaled by a decorative icicle while decorating with student council for the snowball dance. I like how we had a random conversation about it earlier. I like that you think my comment on your status was amazing and I like that yo...u are in choir...I hope you will stay in it. And I like that we have the same awesome friends. Love, Alexis

If you don't do something that you love. Surrounded by your friends when you come home.
& A quick phone call away from the family that would not only take one bullet for you, but would do ANYTHING to make you happy, blissful, and make sure that you live a long happy life. Life isn't worth living if you don't have that. That's why we are teenagers. To figure out what makes us happy. To find friends that make us happy. It's people like you that we need to hold on to. That we need to fight with in order to grow with them. Hang on to them with all of our strength.

My sister in every sense of the word. You are beautiful. You are strong. I believe in you, and I know you can do anything you want to do. Whatever made your day less than fantastic; I know you'll pull through. I love you, and I wish I could give you a hug.


It's good to be different. And everything has a role. Even the smallest things. They're needed to keep the world moving.


I like how we've been best friends since forever. I love how you are always here for me to rant to whenever I need it and you always reassure me that things will get better. I dislike... when we didn't talk for like a span of two years & that you put yourself down sometimes. My first impression was: "This girl will color with me, I like her."


Hey beautiful, you have the rest of your life ahead of you for things to get better. It's always going to be hard, but it's not always going to hurt.


You don't need to feel horrible. Everyone thinks about those things. The what if's and all that jazz. It doesn't mean you're being unfaithful, nor that you're unhappy. It's normal. Your thoughts of the past are not a reflection of your feelings in the present, they have nothing to do with your relationship


They need you because you're strong. They can trust you, they love you, and they know that you're there for them. But in the midst of it all, they sometimes forget that you can only hold so much.




But your soul is strong, untouched. Your heart is not in shreds. It's just hurting a bit right now. They are those kids. The two that have touched your soul in such a way, that you'll never forget. That's why your heart is reacting. Your soul is strong because of what was, though. It holds onto the good. Your heart decides that someone has to notice the pain.

 It's just to make people pay attention to someone else, so they don't look at their own unbearably depressing lives, in which they need to fix.


You know what helps?Not giving a rats' ass. Like, I couldn't care six ways to sunday, what everyone thinks of me. Because I'm prefectly content with who I am. And if they don't like that, they can go straight to the darkest deepest and hottest corner of hell. Because they're self-centered and only care about what other people think.
They're everything I hate.

"Like Hannah. You and Hannah have always been best friends and have always been there for each other, you never fight and you never get upset with each other. So whenever you get upset or you feel like this, just go find Hannah."

Awe, Ha! I'm so sorry! I love you so much. And you're gonna get to spend alot of time over break with me because I refuse to leave you without me. I'm gonna call you, even if you can't talk to me. I'm gonna be there. And I know that I don't approve of Parker, but I accept it & others are going to have to. Because the people who love you only care for your happiness. I love you. I need to you keep your chin up for me. Because I need to time to get you happy. So chin high & smile sugar plum. That's what you deserve.

I love you, and you make a whole lot of people happy. (: And last night when I was talking to my daddy about my life, I was like "Do you know who a really good friend is?" And he was like "Who?" And I was like "Hannah, because she is always there for me and protective over me and just loves me so much."

Hey, you're good enough if not better than everyone's expectations. You cheer up. Because you're a nice lady & friday is gonna be soon enough

God, your amazing, Hannah. I swear, I love how I can relate to you. But, I hate what we did. It was stupid. But, I'm happy we're better. Because, I had too many fake friends. And, I was pretending to be something I'm not. I'm just a big creepy kid that likes to tease me hair, and wear creepy clothes. I swear-this summer changed me. These kids were scared to death when they saw me walk in in camo pants on the first day of school.

She's beautiful, and she'd better know it. Music is her life, literally. Ask for a good song, she'll give you five. She hates pants and loves band. She's the light to his dark and obsessed with her friends. When she smiles her whole face lights up. And yeah, her heart's been broken.But you know what? She's got a passion for life that could rival that of some of the greatest artists in history, and she's happy, which is more than a lot of people can say these days.

That really made me happy. And, that may not seem like much. But, here lately-I haven't been happy at all. I mean, you know why. And, I love everything about you. I think your beautiful. Because, I've always wanted someone who actually understood me. Truely, and honestly. Not someone who constantly annoyed me with every word they said. And, I finally found someone. And, now-I feel like my life is complete. I couldn't be happier. I love our coversations. Because, honestly-they keep me going. You make me smile. And, I can't wait to see you again, love! I love you so much. And, I know I say that a lot-but, I really mean it. My life would just completely suck without you. I couldn't hold myself together. I wouldn't be able to go on being me, and not faking, without someone by my side. Thank you so much for being there. I love you.

A photo of someone you love.

Hannah Gayle Wheatley.
Said this to me:

Chelsea. I love you. I met you for a reason. We became this close for a reason. I told you things about myself that I can't stand to remember, for a reason. And that reason was that we're alive, and we're supposed to stay alive until something we can't control changes that. Life is a mess, and they stuck us together so we could make it through.

She's changed me. I love her. ♥
Day 6; A picture of someone you love. I think. I didn't check. But, I'm a day behind Che. Which I warn you, love-you will be in the album. I LOVE YOU. But, to my Ha. Okay, this lady. She's beautiful. She makes me happy. That's all that matters, right?
Okay, I can say a lot more. So, me, being me- I'm gonna. Because, whether I've told you it before or not, I mean it. And, I like to make you smile, even though I know your not in a good mood right now, and I'm sorry. Because, you don't deserve it,love. You really don't. And, I know I said this yesterday. I think I said it somewhere in between those messages that filled the whole IM box, and we both had to scroll up to read each others responses. WE RANT A LOT ABOUT HOW MUCH WE LOVE EACH OTHER. DON'T JUDGE US. You've inspired a lot of people. Like half of these people I see writing on your page. And, yeah. One of them is me. You make me pretty gosh darn happy. And, I know your gonna kill me for putting this picture of you, but hey. LADY-YOUR BEAUTIFUL EVEN THOUGH YOUR IN THE HOSPITAL. And, it pretty much makes me smile. A lot. You make me smile a lot. And, I love you. Because, you never let me down? Your always by my side, and trust me, if it weren't for you, I'd be back down in that black hole again. I need you by my side. I love you. And, I can't wait for blue spaghetti, mismatched PJs, and Mcdonalds. Because, I never get to see you. And, it's not fair. At all. BUT WE'RE CHANGING THAT. I think your beautiful. Your you, and your not afraid. And, I know you won't let anyone change that, because that's who you are. Your amazing, and I love you. Thank you. For everything. I CAN'T FORGET YOU, LOVE. WE'RE GONNA BE CREEPY OLD CAT LADIES TOGETHER.
The truth is, I need you in my life. I feel like I can't function without you. And as long as you keep trying, and I keep trying, I don't think anything could go wrong. So, stay with me? Because that's where I need you.










I'm sure there are a ton more, but to each and everyone of you, I love you and you've touched my life in so many ways. ♥