Ohhh, Gaga, you get me through the day. I love you.
Happy Valentines Day.
Don't you think that it's just kind of a stupid holiday though? I mean really, today was a good Valentines Day for me and everything but still. If you're with someone and you love them, why wait and make it special on today? Isn't it supposed to be special everyday? Yeah. Thought so. If you mean something to me, I make sure that you know it. Not on days like this. And then there are those people who just get really lonely on Valentine's Day and it depresses me because people need to be happy. I like being happy. I like making people happy. I like you being happy.
"So, how are you?"
"I'm happy."
"That's kind of really amazing"
I really don't think I was more happy than at that moment in time yesterday when I heard that come out of his mouth.
Anyway, I'm really really proud of my Lilija today. She makes me smile so much. I love her. She's overcome so so much and she's getting better everyday. Yes, we all breakdown sweetheart, and that's okay. I'm here and you know that.
Don't you think that it's just kind of a stupid holiday though? I mean really, today was a good Valentines Day for me and everything but still. If you're with someone and you love them, why wait and make it special on today? Isn't it supposed to be special everyday? Yeah. Thought so. If you mean something to me, I make sure that you know it. Not on days like this. And then there are those people who just get really lonely on Valentine's Day and it depresses me because people need to be happy. I like being happy. I like making people happy. I like you being happy.
"So, how are you?"
"I'm happy."
"That's kind of really amazing"
I really don't think I was more happy than at that moment in time yesterday when I heard that come out of his mouth.
Anyway, I'm really really proud of my Lilija today. She makes me smile so much. I love her. She's overcome so so much and she's getting better everyday. Yes, we all breakdown sweetheart, and that's okay. I'm here and you know that.
So, this day is about love and all, so Hi Parker. I love you.
I really hope that you know that by now. Even though I just pulled a bitch move and told you not to come over because I'm home alone and I don't want the both of us to get into major shit. I'm sorry about that. I really am, but my mom's going to be home in an hour anyway. I love the random notes I find all over my room that you leave me when you're here. I love that we never run out of things to talk about. I love that your crazy balances out my crazy. I love that you waste so much time doing nothing with me when you could be doing so much more. I could go on for days about everything that we do together. I could write novels about how you make me feel. About how you make me believe that I'm worth something. About how that yes, I am messed up, but I'm making progress. I love you and everything about you. I love that you drive me crazy because you call me out on my crazy. I love that whenever I'm mad you calm me down. I love that you walked in my door and was like "PUT ON MY COOKIE MONSTER SHIRT" and then I made the same face as him in McDonalds four hours later. I love that we're just aimless together. I love that we're both nerdy. I love that our life stories will never make any sense. I love that you love me for me.
I can go on and on and on.
[ I just started to sing Don't Stop Believin'? IT'S A SIGN..We're creepy. ]
..about everything.
I know that you won't read this until later, but it's for you because I feel terrible that we didn't get to hang out aside from the game later on. And I love you. That's actually about 75% of the purpose of this post. Just me telling you that I love you over and over again, because I know that you like to hear it. Well, I do love you. Don't forget that. Don't question it. Just go with it.
you make me smile.
& you make me believe in a better tomorrow.
" I was going to make a sign for your locker: HOW IS OUR LOVE LIKE DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS?..Then I realized, it's not. Then I got really confused, so it was?"
"That's because we never know what to do?"
"I KNOW."
"BUT I DON'T CARE."
"Yeah, I know. It doesn't matter."
"I love you!"
That boy. I can't begin to understand the things he does or why he does them, but I love them all the same.
THIS MAKES ME LAUGH AND YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE MY DAY. <3
"That's because we never know what to do?"
"I KNOW."
"BUT I DON'T CARE."
"Yeah, I know. It doesn't matter."
"I love you!"
That boy. I can't begin to understand the things he does or why he does them, but I love them all the same.
THIS MAKES ME LAUGH AND YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE MY DAY. <3
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