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That's about what my brain is these days.
I don't know what to think anymore.

I know that I'm not alone,

But then, why, do I feel like I am.
Like I'm in a room full of people screaming my lungs out for help.
But I'm so alone.
And no one even notices anymore.


I need help.
I don't want to go through this anymore.
I want my insecurities to go away.
I want to be positive again.
I want love who I am.
I want to be able to show my emotions.
Wear my heart on my sleave.


I just want to be happy when you're not here.
Because that's when my world starts to fall apart.