Why So Serious?

No really? Why does everyone take everything so seriously these days? Why can't they just sit back and not let things get to them so badly and be happy with what they have for once. I mean, sure, I could come up with tons of reasons to decide to sit here and hate my life. But I don't. I don't like getting wrapped up in all of those things. They weight me down and I get too suppressed to see any good in anything anymore and I really just don't know how to function. Instead, I sit at my house. I know that I complain about being stuck here, but I do really like sitting here at my house with my Mom to talk to and my Duckie to make me giggle when I need it. I like that I can call Parker whenever I want to and we can talk about everything for forever and not get tired of each other and then we spend half an hour arguing over going to bed. I like sitting here and talking to my Lilija/Juno all frigging day and just keeping each other company. I like it.

 I mean yeah, this past week really sucked in theory. I lost my best friend. And you know what? That hurt like a bitch. We have the same schedule. We share a locker. We ride the same bus. We live three minutes away from each other. I could go on and on and on how much this hurts and how I'm just too scared to show it at school, but I won't. Because it won't get me anywhere when it comes to getting on with my life, La. And if you taught me anything in the past sixteen years of my life, it's that sitting in the past won't get you anywhere. If you want something, you have to get up and do it. I know that this is a shit situation for us, but I keep hoping that we'll make it through. This is our one and only fight, and I love you. I'm going to stop talking about that now.

Despite all of that, I tried to be happy. And I'd like to think that I succeeded. 

I owe most of that to my mom, Parker, Ivy, & Lilija. I love you people. 

I like to spend my days creeping on Harley & The Joker. I like comic books and old cartoons. I like little kid movies and to wear my hair in high pig tails while dressed as a crazed clown. I like to dance like a fool when there's no music playing, and talk on the phone while laying under a pool table. I like pretty much anything from McDonalds. I like to make T-Shirts that no one will ever understand the meaning of. I like to try new things.I like Goodwill & Where's Waldo. I like hugs. No, I friggin' love hugs. Kisses on the cheek make me smile from almost anyone. I like to laugh. & I know that I may not seem like it sometimes, but I like you. I'm Hannah. Call me Harley?


I love this girl so much.


& this boy.


I really miss her. But I have no idea on how to begin to fix things.

Day two:

A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest,

-"This is my best friend, Hannah Gayle(: She's been my best friend since we were babies. And we're gonna stay best friends until the day we both die & share a casket. I wouldn't be anywhere without her. She is definitely the mayonnaise to my sammich and tissue to my sneeze. There isn't another relationship like ours, so don't even try to live up to it(:"
She's always going to be the Special Sauce to my Big Mac.


"Ha what do you want to do before you die?"
"Fall in Love. Why?"
"I'm making a bucket list."
I love my Che/Hatter.

I can't ever find a picture of me & Ivy, but this is for her: I LOVE YOU.